and i'm grateful.
because i can't sleep. again. and i'm lonely in a way that isn't about needing company, because there's plenty of that to be found...but if i could just have the comfort of someone with whom i feel safe and warm to curl up next to, perhaps i may be able to relax...my body might be able to find a place of solace...and i might be able to drift away, if only for a short time.
but that is not an option.
and so i have my music.
the voices which have, through the years, been there for me when i had nothing and no one else. and it will be enough. because it has to be.
because that is what you do. there isn't anything else. no other options.
you just go on. any way that you can.
ants marching...
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