since things fall apart, I'll be having my Seder tomorrow night (which is still totally acceptable).
i have a lot to think about with this Pesach, because it is the first time that it means so much to me.
it is also me acknowledging to my friends that my Judaism means more to me now, when i for a long time eschewed religion.
i want to know that i am in the place that the creator intends for me, the universe, the gods. that i am giving the energy that i need to to get the life that i want.
there is so much that i want.
i feel like i am waking up after a long coma, and there is so much that i haven't known or dealt with for years that is pressing in on me now.
i walk the city late at night...does anyone here do the same?
i want to be the things i claim.
more later, i have to run out.
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